Has he chosen?
Have I lost?
A fool I am to love,
no matter what the cost.
Why did I tell him,
lay my heart open wide?
Will I be a martyr?
Will she be a bride?
And here I search,
yearning for him to care.
I fear I imagine,
things that aren’t really there.
All this heartache,
all this pain
I caused this confusion.
I am to blame.
Before there was me
he was so sure
of what he felt
in her allure.
But something pulls me to you,
even though I know it’s wrong.
I never wanted anything so much,
I’ve loved you for so long.
Is it best to surrender?
My heart’s wish I deprive.
Let you go to love another.
Would I survive?
I’m trying to find the strength,
to stop causing you woe,
But I don’t know how
to let you go.