Posts Tagged ‘Romance’

So Much Going On…

Saturday, May 23rd, 2009

So much has happened around here lately.  Where to start?  Renata and Santi have eloped!  Ren wanted to spare Corin from going through the heartbreak of a wedding so soon after Mary called it off with theirs.  Ren and Santi are going to have a wedding for the family later.  Renata is going to be a beautiful bride…

Corin.  My poor brother…  He has been through so much in the last few weeks.  I feel horrible that I have been so caught up with my own affiars that I hadn’t been there for him.  He has been spending much time with Jane though…  It is wonderful to see them both smiling again.

And Felix!  He surprised us the other night…  When he came back from his mission – he brought someone  with him; he brought a girl home to Volterra!  After getting over the initial shock, we all settled in to meet her.  She is lovely and truly makes him happier than I have ever seen him in years – if I have ever seen him this happy.  She has brought about a noticable change in him; he deserves this happiness.

Seeing everyone around me makes me both happy and sad…  Happy for all my loved ones, and a little sad that there can be no little piece of happiness for me.  Alas, if this is the way it is to be I can accept it gracefully and be happy for everyone else…

This morning, I am in Ireland…

Friday, May 8th, 2009

I finally told him…  I told him how I feel.  It was almost unbearable to know that any day he could look at me and know the truth.  I feel so much better after telling him.

And now I am in Ireland.  Maggie had extended an invitation earlier in the week and I am so happy to have been able to come.  It wasn’t planned for me to tell him and run away; that’s just the way everything panned out.  Everything in my being wants to be with him right now… But I also know that it is just not possible.

I just wish that his heart would open up again; even if not for me…

Surprise on my doorstep…

Wednesday, April 15th, 2009

I went outside this morning and found this on my doorstep – so I decided to paint it:

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It has been a lifetime since I received flowers.  I forgot what it felt like.  I think they are from the little old man that I talk to in the market – he is trying to set me up with his grandson.  If he only knew that I am older than he is.  And what I am.

In any case, they brightened my day, so I thought I would share them.  If you haven’t given your lady flowers lately – you should.  Even if you have to pick them from a field – they say a lot.